i think this deserved its own spot.
i'm trying to be brave for a friend who might have cervical cancer.
we don't know the results yet but i'm anxious about it. she doesn't know how much she means to me.
she was my idol for my formative years, she was a companion, someone who listens and cheers me up with her sunny disposition.
she is a creative force, a beautiful girl and full of life. i don't want that robbed away from her. she won't be able to read this, but i have a message for her.
hey you,
i think you're strong and beautiful. at this time there are moments where you can't be strong and you wish that you didn't have to deal with this shit. i don't know how to relate, but know for sure.. that i'll be strong for you if you feel you can't be. i love you. know that i'm always here for you to talk to. we've been friends for a while. know that you can count on me should shit go down.
love mika
